kk said my comment box spoiled already, so he could not leave comment for me. haizzz..yesterday i was really sad. his attitude caused me so sad. but after that he was regret and hate himself so much
because of causing me sad. no mood to type further already.................................will be continue in next time........................

HAPPINESS^^

How to find happiness???''Happiness is a state of pleasure or satisfaction. '' Whatever i do, i cannot find happiness. Many people think that money, fame, and beauty bring happiness, yet i am not totally agree with that. In my point of view, happiness can only be captured by a contented mind. I believe that if a person is contented with life, happiness comes easily. Happiness is actually being satisfied with things. Thus, i hope to be an easily satisfied person. This is due to an easily satisfied person is a very happy person. I should not easily give up. I have promised to myself.

Finally, i want to exclaim the meaning of happiness. Happiness is a positive emotion that keeps sickness at bay and makes life worth living. We must cultivate this state of mind as much as we can. gambadei!!!!

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i feel so dissapointed on myself. who am i???why im so useless?what is the meaning of life?? what is the value of existence of me in this world?? im totally lost. i have no aim. where is my soul???i feel like want to give up. i have no spirit to do anything. or in the other way , can say that nothing can do by me. now stop working already and have not enter college to study. omg, what the hell of my life........what if i unhappy ??what if i unsatisfy?? can i change all of these?? i will still remain unhappy. my life is dull and meaningless. who can help me??who knows my problem???who is the one understand me well ??i feel alone, no one can help me except myself. i feel down now.i hate my life now. everyone is on their way to succeed , but i have even not start yet. i do not want my life to end up like this , i will be regret. where is my future???i totally cant see. i need help ?? how to change my life????i should not complain, because im not qualified to do that. haizz, i have fell down into a deep and huge black hole.......