haizzz

I think i cant view their photos anymore, because i will very sad. i cant join them in any activity. their charming smile showed that they are very happy. i never regret after left tarc,just miss them so much. haizz,but cant longer stick with them. haizzz, i will be forgotten in someday else. i hope can stand by his side and take photo with him. but my dream will never come true. he always far away from me.our distance is too long. i try my hard to avoid thinking of him,but evrytime failed. haizzzzzzzz,why why why???why he can stay so long time in my heart. i want to get rid off him from my heart. i think im failing in l...........v.....................haizzz,dun wan think about tis d. wil cause me more upset. i must build up my own life. let the past be the past. gambadei!!!

A bored day

Today very very sienzzz ah...i reached home earlier than usual today. bcoz my father fetched me back.hehe.afterthat,we headed for packing food.yee wah mee. damn delicious lah.....nearby krubong there.hehe.i help to promote leh.....today students of every classes also gt homeworks.luckily i could check their hmworks by refering to the answer scripts.if not,sure die.....haha.and i discussed the answers of bm exercise with them.aiyo.they kept on asking me dun read out the ques one by one cuz it wasted time and very boring.wow.i was getting mad at that time.haha........but stiil ok lar,coz today gt raining,so my heart in peace.hehe.then ,ms gui cooked green beans tong shui today.so nice lor,abit too sweet lar.but i love it.since i very like to drink tong shui,so i drank two bowls oh.hehe. very satisfied lah.can drink and eat ,haha,tis job is nt bad although salary is low.hahahahahha.and ms teh also cooked herbal egg for us today.hehe.i eat two biji.jian wu too.and we ate two packs of nasi lemak.dun feel surprise ,haha, a pack of nasi lemak has small amount of rice only.so we must eat two packs,if nt,sure hungry and lack of energy to teach. then.we chit chat when having lunch.talked a lot of gossips .haha,we were very naughty.hehe. aiya,stil gt alot of exercises havent marked yet. dunno how to mark actually.and i dun like to mark essay,very headache lor.wan to correct their sentences and phrases.but some of them hv talent in writing essay.hehe.hope tomorrow will be a brand new day.though everyday go to the same place and do the same thing, but i can spend my time by working,hehe.stay at home feel more sienz and meaningless. i wanna apply for college soon.maybe next month,tis month still dun hv time and nobody willing to help me ask bout the a-level,so pity lor me.........my sister also refuse to lend me a hand, she is so cruel.she is busy with practise of dance for cb night.wish they can do their best at tat night.hehe.now is midnight d,i feel sleeply and moodless to continue play pc.so going to sleep now.byebye.have a sweet dream.^^

遗忘。。。。。。。

他就快找到属于他的幸福了，我会祝福他。虽然心里还是会难过，但是总不能这么自私，不属于你的永远都不会属于你。在感情世界里，只有情人和路人，我是他的生命的过客而已。只要消失一段时间，我在他的心中就连一丁点的回忆都会随着时间而消失。直到最后，我也只会告诉他，我对你所说的一切都是出自内心的，也许你会不在乎，但这一切已经不重要了，因为你终究属于另一个人。从来没放弃过等待，默默的爱虽然痛苦，但终究觉得幸福。这一秒我哭了，因为知道直到最后都要放手。只要你得到真正的幸福，我就满足了。

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今天放工后，爸爸便来载我去巴士站等姐姐。在巴士站时，突然感触良多。以前很羡慕那些游子有机会离乡背井，到外地求学。当我真正经历时，却感到很累，觉得一点也不稀奇了。我就快要回到之前的日子了，唉！又要每天上课，走来走去，很闷哪！！绝对很累啦，想象那些日子时都感到快窒息了。算了，反正这是人生必经之路。其实，我很想去援助那些没有能力上高等学府的学生，只是现在的我还没这种力量。家境贫穷的学子若没奖学金与助学金的协助，根本没有办法完成学业。我知道自己已经很幸福了，却从来都不懂得惜福，只会不断地要求。现在的目标是电脑辞典，方便我查意思嘛，呵呵。不过，如果爸爸拒绝买，也没关系啦，反正家里不缺字典。哈哈，上班时间将至，所以就写到这里咯!!^^